Ahh…2014. So glad to
see you. 2013 had too many low points
and not enough high points. Spent ¾ of
the year away from Master (or Him away from our family). Hit several extreme low points in our
marriage that had us both questioning our survival. Too many small disasters speckled the year to
count. On one hand, the year seems to
fly by. On the other, towards the end of
the year, i felt that it couldn’t get here fast enough because i might not
survive it otherwise.
This year is going to be different. i didn’t start 2013 thinking it was going to
be different but i know 2014 will bring many changes. Some relating to TTWD and some more vanilla.
Things i’m looking
forward to in 2014…
The return of my Master – still a few months out, but i
can’t wait. It’s been so long. We started this after He left and we are both
anxious to see how it looks in real life.
Life Changes – school/work/home – lots of changes coming in
2014!
TTWD – putting it into practice in a real life, everyday,
tangible way. No more FB messaging, and
emails. Self-masturbation training and
video (at least not to the same level).
Being able to sit at His feet or worship His cock. Have Him beat my ass with a paddle.
Personal Goals for
2014…
Continue to work on thinking before i speak and reducing the
snark in my responses.
Manage my stress better by managing my time and priorities
better.
Work with Master to be more financially prudent.
Have more patience dealing with the kids
Continue to communicate with Master better, in and out of
TTWD.
Speak up and share my desires, wants, and needs (even if i
don’t get them, He wants to know them).
Find and show my inner whore more easily.
Learn to turn my brain off so that my body can enjoy my
submission and my sexual experiences more.
Lose the last 25lbs i need to lose to get down to my goal
weight before Master’s return….and keep it off the rest of the year.
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i’ve never put much stock in New Year’s resolutions. But i guess i set goals for many other
things, why not set goals for the New Year?
So if you do resolutions or goals in this New Year, i hope you achieve
them. And even if you don’t, may this New
Year bring you an epic journey worth writing about.
Cheers to a better 2014! Happy New Year:)
ReplyDeleteThose are WONDERFUL attributes to focus on in the coming year - and there are several on there that I know from personal experience - once he is physically present in your life again and TTWD isn't long distance - your submission will deepen and things like patience, communication, and whore-y-ness will not be a struggle. Happy New Year!!
ReplyDeleteI think you've got some great stuff here!
ReplyDeleteGood luck in everything!
We started while D was away most of the year as well. I love your blog .It will be so amazing once you put it all together once hes home ! :) I think our lives are similar :) s
ReplyDeleteThese are really good goals to strive for. Good luck!
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