Thursday, November 7, 2013

It wasn’t me! It was that bitch Karma!

            i totally saw this coming.  i really shouldn’t have laughed at Little Girl’s 50 Dollars.  i even commented that i didn’t see the week going well for me.

            How my week was supposed to go… Master wanted me to focus on building up my orgasms and extending them as long as possible.  i was to spend my training session, masturbating with the toys of his choosing for the length of time that he chose before i would allowed to come.  i usually do three or four of these a week, i record them so that i can send the videos to Master for review and for His pleasure.  Sounded like a good time to me but after reading Little Girl’s blog, i knew something was going to go wrong.

            Sure enough, i was denied my orgasm for my training session on Tuesday.  i’m not even sure i remember why at this point.  i just remember being told i hadn’t earned it.  15 minutes, half of it with my rabbit vibrator.  Fuck!  That thing can get me off in less than 3 minutes!  Not my most enjoyable experience but i made it through.

            Wednesday – no training.

            Thursday – well, Thursday, my mouth got my pussy in trouble.  Always does she says.  Master wanted me to be slutty and make His cock hard while we chatted.  Then He asked me a question where my answer did not do that.  Well, shit, i answered the question You asked.  i then proceeded to argue my way into trying to prove that it was His fault for asking a poorly-worded question.  As His frustration grew, my frustration grew…add in a teething toddler who wasn’t interested in Mommy and Daddy’s D/s dynamic taking precedence over HIS needs…

            Needless to say, my pussy bore the punishment of me running my mouth.  Master took the rest of the day to decide what my punishment would be so that He could calm down.  Penance He called it.  i dreaded getting that email, but in the meantime, that night i had 20 minutes of masturbating without coming (10 minutes with the rabbit…sensing a recurring theme here).  i about died.  my back hurt so badly afterwards from tensing my body up to stop my orgasms.

            Then in the morning…

            Oh, yeah, our toys have names.  Tristan is our anal plug/vibe.  Jessica is my rabbit vibrator (Yes, that is a Who Framed Roger Rabbit reference.).  Trixie is the paddle.

            i’m actually surprised given the kids that i could even sneak in 7-8 times away.  i’ve also decided that i now hate that little finger vibe.  Squeezed a couple in during my showers, snuck upstairs while the kids were busy, while the baby was napping, etc.  The most interesting one was in the car on the way to get my nipples pierced.  By Sunday, my pussy had packed up shop and taken a vacation.  i couldn’t have come if i tried.  Oh, and Sunday’s training?  10 minutes with the finger vibe…fucking hate that thing.  Then anal masturbation with one of my glass wands to see if i could orgasm that way.  i tried.  i really did, but pussy was gone and she wasn’t interested in what i wanted.  After all, i was the cause of all her trouble.

            i don’t even want to add up the minutes of masturbation for last week.  i might cry.  Lesson learned, Master.  my mouth will get my pussy punished.  Waiting to see what sort of payback that slut has in store.

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Third Time's the Charm

            After finding the tattoo studio closed up early on Sunday, i rescheduled for Tuesday according to the piercer’s schedule i asked for.  Thankfully, i double-checked before i drove back down there.  No, she’s not working today, she’s working Thursday.  Did you know that Tuesday and Thursday are NOT the same days?  Thursday, being Halloween, wasn’t an option so i rescheduled (AGAIN!) for Friday.  Really, it should not be this hard to pierce holes in my body.

            Pain is relative to the person experiencing it.  Not of my other piercings have really hurt that much.  Frankly, i’ve enjoyed all of the experiences.  The thought of getting my nipples done did have me a little worried.  All this extra waiting wasn’t very helpful either.  Then for some reason, on the way down there, i convinced myself that it was going to hurt like hell. Not sure why.

Get there, do my paperwork, pay my money (struck by the odd thought that it cost less to do my nipples than my ears – Halloween special, but still).  As we walk back, i’m aware that there’s a guy getting some work done just outside of the room we’re in.  Fuck, now i’ve got to try not to scream so i don’t embarrass myself.   Lie down, pull my shirt up, bra too.  Just laying there, making small talk while my piercer gets ready.

She clamps my left nipple.

This is going to fucking hurt.

Breathe in.  One, two… i feel the needle go through.  i’m not into watching this process. 

Breathe out.  i look down.  Sure enough there’s a needle through my nipple. 

That’s it?  She laughs. 

Breathe in.  i feel the needle come out and the barbell go through. 

Done.   There’s a barbell through my nipple!  Why does it hurt more when the jewelry goes in?   We repeat the process with my right nipple.

As we were finishing up, i hear this…I think you’re the calmest person I’ve ever had back here.  She said the same thing when i was getting my ears done.  (i had messaged Master the entire time.)  i guess my pain tolerance is pretty high.  Scale of 1 to 10…this was only about a 3.  Clothespins hurt more.  i responded…

i’m kinda disappointed it didn’t hurt more. 

What. The. Fuck. Is. Wrong.  With. Me?!    i get being happy that it didn’t hurt that much.  But disappointed?  There really something wrong with my thinking on this.  More and more, i think i’m finding that i like pain a little too much.  But that’s a post for another day.  In the meantime, i’m going to enjoy my new piercings as they are healing very well…a little tender when touched directly, but otherwise no pain.

            Master requested before and after pictures.  And He requested that they be included as part of this post, another step in pushing this limit, testing me, pushing me to confront my fears regarding posting images of my body online.  It made Him very happy to see the picture that i posted and He would like to see more, and more revealing.  i am not the only one who is getting test here though.  He is unsure of how He will feel when they are actually posted…this is a first for Him too.

So…scarlet’s nipples before…


And now…

Monday, November 4, 2013

Not sure where my week went...

Wasn't it just Monday?

"Most people are so busy knocking themselves out trying to do everything they think they should do, they never get around to what they want to do." --Kathleen Winsor


i take that back... i know EXACTLY where it went.  There was no time to write about it.  Trying to get caught up.  Lots to come...