Seven

These are the implements of my destruction…

With 3 classes, there’s no way for me to train regularly.  So we decided that i would have a long training session early in the week and then a couple of short ones later in the week.  One, i can only stay up so late.  Two, yawning is a big turn off.

We could have titled this one “everything but the kitchen sink”.  Well not quite…it’s not even half the toy box.

Master’s instructions had 6 parts. 6 parts!  Shit, Hamlet only had 5 acts!

Act 1 (that’s all me, smartass) – Wear the stainless steel butt plug (which i’d already had in as prep) and use the magic wand w/ no attachments until you cum

Act 2 – Remove plug, use glass wand of your choice in your ass and Jessica (rabbit vibe) in your pussy until you cum

Act 3 – Large pink dildo in your ass.  Spank your pussy 100 times with implement of your choice (i chose the leather paddle)

Act 4 – Leave dildo in and use the 4” curved attachment w/ the wand on your pussy until you cum

Act 5 – Remove dildo.  Fuck pussy with glass wand (the other one). And use the wand on your clit until you cum.

Act 6 – Use white G-spotter attachment on wand until you cum 3 times.

Master’s original plan was a little different, but as we went over it, He allowed me to suggest a few changes.  As He isn’t home and i know my limits a little better, there is less stress and freak outs if we work together.  He also left me with instructions on how to handle myself if things started to go sideways.  His assurances that this wasn’t a pass/fail and that i could use my own judgment if something wasn’t working, gives me confidence and lowers my stress going into these types of training situations.

<I’m going to interrupt myself to say that it’s impossible to maintain a proper anal play diet and my weight loss diet at the same time…just saying…causes issues>

i have to admit that i expected something to go sideways.  There hasn’t been much play/training going on the last week or so.  And there’s been a streak of bad luck here recently.

i turned on the video camera, introduced the video and recapped my instructions.  i laid back on the bed, spread my legs so Master could see the butt plug and picked up the wand.  Turning it on to medium speed, i placed it on my pussy.

My brain instantly flashed back to the day before.  Master teasing me while we chatted, having me sit naked from the waste down in the living room with the wand on my pussy, bringing me to the edge of orgasm…then leaving me there.  My pussy remembers and wants to pick up right where we left off... in seconds, i am on the edge again.

i talk to Master.  i tell how much His whore enjoys having her ass filled by the plug. How badly i need to be fucked.  It doesn’t take long for my orgasm to overtake me, my legs trembling, toes curling.  Why are these so intense?

i remove the plug, and set aside the wand.  i pick up the ribbed glassed wand and slide it right into my ass, enjoying the feeling of the cold hardness.  i grab Jessica and slide the vibrator into my pussy and turn both the vibe and clit stimulator to high.  With one hand holding the vibrator, i use the other to slide the wand in and out of my ass.  i tell Master how much His whore enjoys having both holes filled.  How much she needs to have both her ass and pussy fucked….

Fuck!  i’m paying attention to the wand, to my right hand sliding the glass wand in and out of my ass.  And paying no attention to the rabbit vibrator attacking my clit and….ORGASM!!!!

Well, shit, i don’t think i was supposed to cum that quick. Oops.

Another “scene” change.  This time i lube and slide the large pink dildo up into my ass.  It stretches me and hurts just slightly as i adjust to it.  i lay there for half a minute, getting used to it.  This next part is about the pain slut.  i reach to grab the paddle.  Crap, forgot the massage oil.  I could forgo it.  No, Master will get mad that i’m not taking care of myself.  i roll off the bed clenching my butt cheeks together to keep the dildo in place.  Grab the oil and roll back onto the bed.  i press my butt into the bed to hold the dildo into place and massage my pussy with the oil.

Slap.  Slap.  Count to 20.   Massage more oil.  Slap.  Slap.  Count to 20 again.  Tell Master how much i’m enjoying the cock in my ass and spanking my pussy.  Tell Him how i wish He was here to fuck my ass and spank me Himself.  60 more strikes to my pussy.  i know these aren’t hard enough.  Though i feel like they are plenty hard.  i can’t wait for Him to get home to beat me.  My pussy is wet through the entire time, excited, having missed this probably most of all.

When i’m finished, i trade the paddle for the wand.  This time with a curved attachment.  Lifting my butt up and down on the bed, i rock up and down on the cock in my ass while i press the tip of the attachment up against my gspot.  Vibrations move through my body.  i can feel my juices leaking out around the wand.   push down on my pelvis, i wonder if i could make myself squirt.  Master would love that!  i move the vibrator around inside me, talking dirty to the camera, enjoying the double penetration some more.  This orgasm isn’t as quick as the last one, but it’s more intense.

i stop the camera so that i can get cleaned up a little.  Remove the pink dildo and change the wand attachment out for the little nub.  This time i fuck my pussy with the other glass wand while i rub the nub of the wand over my clit.  i tease myself.  i let myself get close and every time i find “that spot”, i move off of it, drawing out my own torture for Master’s pleasure.  This is not in His instructions, but i worry that i’ve come too quickly the other times.  Finally i let my orgasm over take, surprisingly not from the Magic wand, but from the glass wand inside my pussy with just a little assist from the Magic wand on my clit.  It’s probably the least powerful of my orgasms, but it’s just as enjoyable for me.

And now…the final act.

I think this is Master’s favorite attachment.  It’s definitely an effective one.  i change it out, slide it into my pussy and line the front and back pieces up with my clit and ass.  As i turn the wand back on, i reach over to adjust the speed.  But as i do…fuck, holy shit, oh god!

It completely took me by surprise and i wasn’t prepared for it.  My legs tense up and i start to curl up, muscles tensing as the waves hit me.  These last for longer than the others and as i’m trying to recover, it’s like my pussy clenches around the vibrator and won’t relax so i get a longer orgasm.  When it finally doesn’t end, i’m trying to uncurl my body.  Maybe there was 30 seconds…Fuck, not again so soon!

When there’s no break, the orgasms keep coming, the muscles…not in your pussy, but the rest of your body…start to cramp.  My foot started to cramp and so did my back.  Not to mention that for some odd reason, I DON’T BREATHE DURING MY ORGASMS!  Yes, it’s a little odd, but that’s a lot of oxygen to lose in a short period of time.  And we weren’t done yet because i had just caught my breath…

Oh my god, fucking hell!  Number 3!  I was actually relieved that there was only 3 that i had to have.  i don’t think i would have survived much more.  What an amazing night and an amazing experience.  It’s a good thing we don’t do this everything single night.  It takes my body too long to recover from it.  i should be asleep right now, but instead i had to stay up and jot this down while i waited for my wiredness (is that even a word?) to wear off.

i'm still here

So i’m still here.

i have plenty to write about, just no time to sit down and get it out.  The most i’ve managed is to lurk on the blogs that i follow and manage a quick comment here and there.

Classes have started again…3 this term.  Pretty much the whole reason why i have no time.  TTWD has even had to be dialed back because my plate is just so full right now.  i just keep telling myself that it’s only 8 weeks.  i can do this for 8 weeks (7 now, i survived the 1^st week!).  Then 1 last term after that and i will be ready for graduation.  Whew!  What a long 3 years.

Like i said there has been a lot to write about and i’m hoping to find a few moments to get out my thoughts (preferably before i forget everything).  Master and i had a great “visit” last week.  The face-to-face time was exactly what i needed.

In the craziness of the past couple of weeks, i had completely forgotten about this photo that Master had asked me to post of me fucking my pussy with Dirk.  So you enjoy this photo while i’m trying to catch my breath and get caught up a little bit…maybe…hopefully…

Orgasm-Induced Haze

So how did i celebrate New Years?  Out Partying? No.  Hanging out with friends? No.  Staying in with my kids?  Well sort of, but i sent them to bed before midnight.

i ushered in 2014 training, pushing myself…in what Master referred to as an “orgasm-induced haze”.  Sounds nice, huh? Yeah, i thought so too.

My instructions…

you will be very tired at the end of this, but it’s intended to push you some.  I expect full involvement from beginning to end.  First... your mindset for the day needs to be that of a sloppy cunt that just needs to be filled and fucked and cum by any means.  I am not putting time limits on anything except the final task. I expect you to show your whorish need and desire through out and push yourself through each task. The first task will be the g-spotter attachment & the Magic Wand until you cum with the small stainless steel butt plug in.  Then leave butt plug in and lay down with Dirk until you cum.  Of course letting the sloppy whore out while doing so. Then you will use another attachment with the Magic Wand that isn’t the nub until you cum. This is your choice. Then you remove the butt plug, and ride dirk on the Liberator until you cum.  Then.... the grand finale!  Do you remember when I was on the phone while in the club and had you in closet, cumming over and over? Similar thing here... the closeout is with the nub, at the setting that makes you cum quickest, and I want you to keep going and cumming for 12-15 minutes. I want you to push yourself to the edge of sanity!

Holy shit!  That’s a lot of fucking orgasms!

i spent the day dealing with kids and household stuff, but with the night’s training in the back of my mind…partly excited about it and partly terrified.  Excited to play with the Magic Wand some more.  Excited to play with Dirk again. God that name cracks me up.  This is why we haven’t named Master’s cock.  Terrified at trying to figure out the logistics of riding a 12” cock on my Liberator Bonbon with bad knees.  Terrified at the idea of 12-15 minutes of continuous orgasms.

i had wanted to be mid-session when midnight hit…ringing in the new year with orgasms.  However, i got distracted by the Chick-fil-a Bowl  Seriously, Duke, how could you have lost that game?!  So instead i started right at midnight.

My pussy was already wet as i laid back on the bed and spread my legs, butt plug already inserted into my ass.  i picked up the Magic Wand with the g-spotter attachment ready to go.  The variable speed control lay on the bed near my head waiting for me as i pushed the attachment into me.  i turned the wand on, low speed, gradually turning the dial up, not wanting to go too high to soon.  The nub pulses inside me and the outer piece vibrates along my clit and against the base of the butt plug.  As i slowly turn the vibrations up, they spread through my pelvic region.  i pinch my nipples.  my back arches off the bed and i bite my knuckles, squeezing my eyes closed as the intensity builds.  i remember this from the night before; my body starts to tense up in preparation.  i feel the muscles of my pussy contract in and then explode out in another intense orgasm that seems to just shoot out my body, down my legs and out my toes.  i finally remember how to breathe when it subsides.  i turn the wand off and remove it.

i reach for Dirk, the walls of my pussy still spassy from my orgasm.  i rub the head along my wet clit, but the contractions of my pussy and my shaking legs make it impossible to slide the massive cock in.  i grab the lube to make it easier.  Slowly i slide the large dildo inside me, feeling it stretch me wider.  Fucking my pussy with 12” of cock until i cum again.

2 awesome orgasms down.  Back to the Magic Wand, this time with the 1” curved attachment.  Slide it inside me and turn the speed up to medium.  i angle the curved tip forward so that it vibrates against my g-spot.  Doesn’t take long before i’m right there on the edge again.  But my right arm is starting to go numb from the vibrations so i switch hands…and i lose my spot!  Damn it!  Takes another minute or two to find it again.  Then 2 awesome orgasms becomes 3!

When i go to stand, my legs are wobbly.  My thigh muscles are still vibrating.  i move the camera and get out the liberator bonbon.  Slide the base of the dildo into cushion and lube it up before i lower myself over it.  (There is no graceful way to do this.  i don’t watch my own videos, but i’m sure i look really klutzy).  With a cock this large, my ass doesn’t touch the cushion.  i slowly raise and lower myself, fucking myself.  i want to keep going, to get myself off, but my knees can only take about 5 minutes after all the muscle spasms from the wand…oh the wand, shit, not done yet.

i take a few minutes of a break to take this lovely shot at Master’s request…

…then attach the Spot Tip to the wand.  i lay back down on the bed.  i hold the vibrating tip against my clit.  The first intense orgasm comes very quickly.  My legs shake.  i move the tip a little to catch my breath.  It’s a short break as i move the top around on my clit and a second orgasm overtakes me.  It’s only been a few minutes.  How am i going to last 10 more minutes?  Not sure how much more i can take.

Apparently quite a bit more, though i lost count.  i also lost control of my legs and had to hook my ankles together to keep them from shaking all over the bed.  My eyes might have rolled back into my head at some point too.  i felt like my orgasms were being ripped from my body, one right after another.  The last several were almost painful.  My legs and lower back so sore from the way my body tenses up with each one.  My eyes tearing up, wanting to beg for it to stop, but fuck, who was there to beg to?  i’m doing this to myself!

Such a huge relief when the time period was up.  i couldn’t even imagine not being in control of the wand and not having the ability to move it away from my clit.  My entire body was sore the whole next day.

Adding Another Cock…of a sort

In recent conversations with Master, He has been pushing a new boundary.  Pushing me to admit how much of a cock whore i am and how much i would enjoy a larger cock.

I bet if I bought you a nice big dildo, you would cum like a complete whore…maybe I need to buy my whore a nice fat long dildo to satiate that empty needy sloppy cunt.

If Master think His whore needs it.

Find me 3 options. Put it all together in a doc. None less than 9". I will review it tomorrow and make a decision as to what if anything. I will do with your whore pussy.  Don’t be shy in your choices either. Tell your Master what you want whore. If that is huge, then so be it.  Don’t be scared to bare yourself to your Master.

i think i heard a challenge in there somewhere because the options i provided were 10” and two 12”.  So that’s how we ended up with a new cock in our house…Dirk. (i had nothing to do with the name).

12" Big Boy Dildo

Dirk arrived right before Christmas but with my migraine, i didn’t get a chance to try him out.  But after i felt better…

Tell me what you need.

my wet slutty pussy needs to be fucked, Sir.

Get Dirk you sloppy whore.

Yes Sir.  i grab Dirk from the toy box.  And lay back on the bed, laptop bedside me, FB open waiting for Master’s next instruction.

Slap your pussy with that big cock you want so much.

Yes Sir. i want more.

Tell me how you are feeling scarlet

Needy and wet, Sir (still kinda a chicken when it comes to opening my mouth about my feelings.)

Run it up and down your sloppy pussy. Talk to me scarlet... how is it?

It feels good, Sir, large and big and my pussy is wet.

Tell me what you want you want whore. Tell your Master.

i need to be fucked Sir, my slutty pussy needs to be fucked, Master.

At this point, Master abandons messaging me instructions and calls.  He tells me first to slide just to tip of the dildo in my very wet pussy.  Then teases me by making me ask for more, admitting to how much i want it, making me beg.

Please, please, Master, your whore needs to fuck herself with this massive dildo.

Having Master on the phone when i masturbate is a rarity due to time zone differences and work schedules.  It adds something extra to it.  i feel closer to Him despite the miles that separate us.  And when i beg to cum, He’s there to make me wait, to make me beg more.  Then…

Cum now, scarlet.  Cum all over that massive cock.  My orgasm different than any i’ve had recently.  Partly from the large dildo, partly from Master’s voice in my ear.

Awkward

…is finding out your ex-mother-in-law (kids’ grandma) is rummaging around in the linen closet outside your bedroom door…

right after you get done whispering Thank you Master into the camera after you’ve tried to quietly masturbate to orgasm.

Oh, dear God, did she hear me?  Why does she have to be so fucking stealthy?  The landing picks NOW not to creak?!

4 months ago if she’d heard me masturbating, i wouldn’t have cared.  She’s a single woman.  We crack jokes about vibrators from time to time.  Sigh.  She falls on the list of people who would NOT understand TTWD.

Oh well.

When things don’t go as planned

Our dynamic is a little odd right now with thousands of miles separating us.  It requires creativity in my submission, service, and training.  It also means that i spend quite a bit of time fucking myself for His pleasure.

Masturbating is tiring.

There i said it.  At the end of the day, when i’m done with an entire day’s worth of bullshit…yes…yes, i want more than anything to go relieve the tension and have a mind-blowing orgasm.  But it’s finding the strength in my arms (i don’t get how men jack off several times a day) to go at it for more than a few minutes without a vibrator.

My body hates me.

i was supposed to masturbate with as much of my hand in my pussy as i could get (there’s a lesson in why yoga is important).  Bring myself to orgasm three times.  i was allowed to use the finger vibe for clit stimulation only once i got close.

Two minutes in and my right hand starts to cramp.  Stop and rub fingers.  Damn joints.  Back to task.  More cramping.  Stop again.  This is going to be a great, sexy video.  Switch to left hand.  Left hand cramps.  Mother Fuckin, God Damn joints.  Try a different angle.  Eh, little better. 

i then managed to hurt myself, slightly, but enough to have to stop completely. (i did mention Murphy has come to visit for the holidays right?).  i can write about it with a slight humorous edge, but truthfully…

It sucks.

i am learning not to beat myself up about it too much.  No, it didn’t go as planned.  But i didn’t fail.  My attitude and desire to complete my task was where it needed to be.  i couldn’t foresee the cramps or the injury.  Master wasn’t here to tell me to stop and i’m allowed to decide for myself.  And He won’t fault me for not wanting to cause further injury.

It does bother me not to complete a task.  One because then i don’t get to orgasm (and that might be my only one for the week)!  And two because then i’ve not done what He’s asked of me.  Then i don’t feel “right” with Him until the morning when i can talk to Him about it and He acknowledges that it’s ok or He tells me what i can do to make it up to Him.

i’m blaming Murphy…i know that fucker had something to do with this.

**Master reads all my posts before i post them.  i meant to add that He did tell me this morning that He everything is ok and there is no need to make anything up to Him.  And something about my Christmas presents and orgasms, lol.**