Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Finally! Magic!

i finally kicked my company finally left Monday morning leaving me ready to get back into a ‘normal’ routine regarding TTWD.  Loosely normal since there are still older children skulking around my house apparently already bored with their Christmas presents (there’s always chores!).  Had a nice conversation with Master on FB in the morning…Murphy has still not left…we now have an unexpected dentist bill for replacing a loose filling/crown in the oldest’s mouth (this is becoming a punch line…bets on tomorrow’s mishap/disaster?).  i patiently eagerly awaited bedtimes so i could sit down to Master’s tasks.

#1 – catch up on writing for blog.

#2 – try out Magic Wand and new attachments…make video so Master knows what each attachment does…only cum once at end!


With one blog post written and ready for Master’s approval in the AM, i headed upstairs to shower and get ready.  i got the camera ready and laid all the attachments out.  There’s a cap with three small interchangeable attachments and then 3 larger all-in-one attachments plus the variable speed thing to play with.  So excited and already wet!

The noise is a little distracting, but the vibration…oh the vibration more than makes up for it!  Wow! That thing packs a punch! i had fun changing the speed and just laying there running through scenarios in my head, knowing that Master is going to come up with plenty of devious ways to use this thing when He gets home.

i attached the Magic Connection and the Spot Tip.  Small enough to get right on my clit or any other place i wanted to concentrate vibration as it’s a little bulb about an inch long.  i couldn’t leave it in one place too long or i was going to cum right then.

Then i tried the 4” Tip which is only about ½” in diameter but with the power of the Wand makes it much more powerful than any other vibrator.  The same is true for the G-Spotter Plus, which is about the same size but curved.  It definitely lives up to its name, it got right there and i was right on the edge in seconds.  i can definitely see Master torturing my pussy with either of these.  They can be used for anal play too, but i don’t go back and forth with my toys so i didn’t try them out like that this time.  i can only imagine how they’d feel in my  ass.

Two of the all-in-ones are thicker (about 1” in diameter) straight and curved 4” tips.  These were more fun than the thinner ones.  The curved one, i almost didn’t get it pulled out and stopped in time to stop from cumming, but i had one more toy!  i was so close!

The last one is also a g-spot attachment, but it has additional clit and anal stimulation.  OMG!  This is my favorite.  i kinda knew it would be and had saved it for last for this reason.  i cranked the vibration up a little and just a few seconds later the most incredible orgasm ripped through my body.  So intense, i felt it all the way in my toes and got a foot cramp!  I could figure out if i was supposed to giggle or cry when i was done so i was kinda doing both, i was just so excited…and disappointed that i’d only been granted one because i would have totally taken another ride on that one.  It’s magic!  I saw stars!

a tool of great pleasure or great torture?

Adding Another Cock…of a sort

In recent conversations with Master, He has been pushing a new boundary.  Pushing me to admit how much of a cock whore i am and how much i would enjoy a larger cock.

I bet if I bought you a nice big dildo, you would cum like a complete whore…maybe I need to buy my whore a nice fat long dildo to satiate that empty needy sloppy cunt.

If Master think His whore needs it.

Find me 3 options. Put it all together in a doc. None less than 9". I will review it tomorrow and make a decision as to what if anything. I will do with your whore pussy.  Don’t be shy in your choices either. Tell your Master what you want whore. If that is huge, then so be it.  Don’t be scared to bare yourself to your Master.

i think i heard a challenge in there somewhere because the options i provided were 10” and two 12”.  So that’s how we ended up with a new cock in our house…Dirk. (i had nothing to do with the name).

Dirk arrived right before Christmas but with my migraine, i didn’t get a chance to try him out.  But after i felt better…

Tell me what you need.

my wet slutty pussy needs to be fucked, Sir.

Get Dirk you sloppy whore.

Yes Sir.  i grab Dirk from the toy box.  And lay back on the bed, laptop bedside me, FB open waiting for Master’s next instruction.

Slap your pussy with that big cock you want so much.

Yes Sir. i want more.

Tell me how you are feeling scarlet

Needy and wet, Sir (still kinda a chicken when it comes to opening my mouth about my feelings.)

Run it up and down your sloppy pussy. Talk to me scarlet... how is it?

It feels good, Sir, large and big and my pussy is wet.
Tell me what you want you want whore. Tell your Master.

i need to be fucked Sir, my slutty pussy needs to be fucked, Master.

At this point, Master abandons messaging me instructions and calls.  He tells me first to slide just to tip of the dildo in my very wet pussy.  Then teases me by making me ask for more, admitting to how much i want it, making me beg.

Please, please, Master, your whore needs to fuck herself with this massive dildo.

Having Master on the phone when i masturbate is a rarity due to time zone differences and work schedules.  It adds something extra to it.  i feel closer to Him despite the miles that separate us.  And when i beg to cum, He’s there to make me wait, to make me beg more.  Then…

Cum now, scarlet.  Cum all over that massive cock.  My orgasm different than any i’ve had recently.  Partly from the large dildo, partly from Master’s voice in my ear.

Monday, December 30, 2013

Christmas, Presents, and … an ER trip?

Christmas is not really my holiday.  There are a few old family traditions that i follow from childhood; but i’m not big on the huge family celebrations and i don’t like traveling and dealing with family drama.  Christmas, to me, is celebrated for my kids.  i love watching them opening their gifts.  Watching as my living room becomes a mess of wrapping paper and cardboard.  i’m the photographer of the family so i’m always trying to capture every moment, the joy, and the perfect expression.  i don’t want to have to stop to open my own presents.  Occurring to me now, in this submissive role, that i’m much more of a giver than a receiver and i’m uncomfortable being the center of attention and receiving something.

Got up super early and was able to open up a few of my presents (the ones from Master to his submissive) in private on the phone early in the morning.  i sent all of His early, fretted about them making it in time, and was relieved when they arrived last week.  Normal presents from our kids to their Daddy…clothes and an Old Spice gift set, a couple funny gag gifts from His very snarky wife…

And one very special present from scarlet to her Master…

i wanted Him to have something to remind Him that He is my Master.  That i am His.  Granted it’s not something that He can wear openly, but under His shirt He can, and it will remind Him that i am His.

But wow!  i am a very spoiled whore!  Magic Wand and variable speed control!  Then there are all these wonderful attachment pieces to go on the end of the wand.  OMG, i can not wait to try this out! (But fuck, does it have to be so loud? Now i have to wait till after the grandma leaves this weekend! :/ )

The kids really enjoyed their Christmas.  i was happy for them, yet sad that we were missing part of our family.  It’s really hard to wrangle children, hand out presents, record video, take pictures, and make sure nothing important gets thrown away all at the same time when there’s only one of you!  Plus, i was running at a very low operating level Christmas day.

About 10 pm Christmas Eve, i developed a massive migraine.  Not the kind that come on slow and work their way to full strength or the ones that i can usually just tough through.  This was the sudden onset, straight to 10, knock-you-on-your-ass migraine.  i had just finished up wrapping presents and was about to straighten up the kitchen before going to make a short video for Master.  Nope…not happening.

Up at midnight to get sick.  Up at 1am…2am…2:30am…egh, you get the idea. Now there’s been some “if it could go wrong, it’s gone wrong” shit happen in the past couple of weeks.  And there’s been some annoying “why must this shit break now” too.  i swear i need an exterminator to get Murphy out of my house.  i’m curled up in bed in the fetal position and all i can think is of course you’re sick, something had to happen today.  Yet, my usual snarkiness was failing me to find the funny in this one.  It hurt too much to cry though.

Got up and did presents with Master, then toughed through presents with the kids.  Then spent every possible moment on the couch with a space heater as close as possible under a blanket.  i just could not get warm and i hurt and i had chills and i wanted to die.  And the toddler wanted to scream.

By the end of the day, i ended up in sitting at the ER…exactly how i imagined my Christmas Eve going.  So thankful for a friend that helped me out, but i felt so bad that i had barely spent anytime with my kids on Christmas and here i was spending several hours of the late evening in the ER getting fluids for severe dehydration and a shot for my migraine.

Took me a couple of days to figure out the bright side to being sick at the holidays…i didn’t gain any weight!  Didn’t lose any either, but at least i came out the other side of Christmas without having to worry about resetting my goals.

Sunday, December 29, 2013


…is finding out your ex-mother-in-law (kids’ grandma) is rummaging around in the linen closet outside your bedroom door…

right after you get done whispering Thank you Master into the camera after you’ve tried to quietly masturbate to orgasm.

Oh, dear God, did she hear me?  Why does she have to be so fucking stealthy?  The landing picks NOW not to creak?!

4 months ago if she’d heard me masturbating, i wouldn’t have cared.  She’s a single woman.  We crack jokes about vibrators from time to time.  Sigh.  She falls on the list of people who would NOT understand TTWD.

Oh well.

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Merry Christmas!

Saw this meme on DelFonte's blog and thought it would be a fun post for the holidays.  i hope that everyone is enjoying spending time with their loved ones.

1. Wrapping paper or gift bags? 
I hate wrapping gifts, i hate wrapping paper, i almost threw one of the presents across the room the other night when i tore the paper twice on the corners while wrapping (why must the paper be so thin?!).  I would do gift bags, but kids don’t find gift bags as fun to tear into.

2. Real tree or artificial?  
Real…definitely.  This is a must.

3. When do you put up the tree? 
The weekend after Thanksgiving usually.  But this year we were out of town and with Master gone this year, the whole process was a little complicated so it finally got done about the 11th.

4. When do you take the tree down? 
The weekend following New Years (so the tree can go out for trash pickup)

5. Does Santa wrap presents or just put them under the tree?
Santa wraps.  Santa also leaves an unwrapped special gift.

6. Colored or white lights on tree or house? 
White lights on the tree.  Kids have their own individual trees with colored lights.

7. Do you hang mistletoe? 

8. Do you like eggnog or hot chocolate? 
I like one glass of eggnog a year and then hot chocolate the rest of the time.

9. Favorite gift received as a child? 
My first computer – ACER 486DX

10. Favorite holiday memory as a child?
Singing Christmas carols in the German neighborhood where we lived.

11. Hardest person to buy for? 
My husband.  We buy what we want throughout the year so there is rarely that “perfect gift” left by Christmas time.

12. Easiest person to buy for? 
My daughter – she circles half the American Girl catalog for me.

13. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa?
7 or 8.  A friend’s older brother spoiled it for us.  

14. Do you have a nativity scene? 

15. Mail or email Christmas cards? 
Mail…sometimes they even get mailed on time, lol.

16. Snow! Love it or dread it?
i love the idea of snow and a White Christmas, but i really only like snow for a couple days at a time.  Then i want it to warm up and melt.  So the fantasy is always better than the reality.

17. Worst Christmas gift ever received. 
A Bible Study and new Bible.

18. Can you ice skate? 
I have not been since i was a kid and now i have really bad knees so i know how to, but it’s not recommended.

19. Favorite Christmas movie?
Miracle on 34th Street, the original from 1947 with Maureen O’Hara

20. When do you start shopping for Christmas? 
Sometime in Nov, though occasionally things might be ordered early.  I’m a huge fan of Amazon Prime and having the majority of my shopping purchased delivered via my friendly UPS driver.

21. What’s the most important thing about the holidays for you? 
Fudge  watching my kids open their presents, seeing the joy and excitement.

22. What is your favorite holiday dessert?

23. Have you ever recycled a Christmas present? 
Yes.  And i’ve even admitted to it.  In fact, we had a White Elephant/Dirty Santa at a late holiday party in Jan once where the requirement was to bring a present that you received but didn’t want.  It was so much fun!

24. Which do you prefer giving or receiving?

25. Favorite thing to eat at Christmas? 

26. Favorite Christmas song? 
Carol of the Bells

27. Travel at Christmas or stay home? 
stay home.  Too much family at the holidays can be a little overwhelming.

28. Can you name all of Santa's reindeer?
Of course!  That’s why there’s a song.

29. Angel on the tree top or a star? 
Neither…snowman.  (kids…once they’re older, probably a star)

30. Open the presents Christmas Eve or morning? 

31. Favorite ornament theme or color? 
No theme.  One year i’ll have a grown-up looking tree with a theme.  I’d like to go with blue and white.

32. Favorite for Christmas dinner?
Ham, mashed potatoes, green beans, and apple pie.

33. What do you want for Christmas this year? 
My Master home.  But we’re still a ways off from that so let’s go with a kid-free weekend.  That sounds nice.

Mind Fuck

Snippet of our Facebook conversation yesterday...

… Then you gotta run to Wal-mart. Shame the weather isn’t better, I would have you go out with no bra.

Lol. It's warm, just very rainy Sir.

All the better... lol

It's Wal-Mart 2 days before Christmas Sir. You really want to amp up my stress that much?


But it’s fun to fuck with your mind. J

Mean, it's mean Sir.

awww... poor scarlet.

That is literally the tip of the iceberg. you just wait till I get home.

Oh i know Sir.

No, but soon, you will.
Ha. Sometimes i feel like a toy for Him to play with…like a cat playing with a mouse.

Too cute…maybe not a cat…How about a lion?

Yep.  That’s better.  Not that i mind.  i rather enjoy being His play toy.